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How could you do this to me…
My life is now gone.
R.I.P
March 12, 2008 - November 23rd, 2011
thank you for deliberatly shattering my heart into millions of teeny tiny pieces.
I’ll just be spending the next week or so bawling my eyes out because of you. But who cares anyway right?
You’re safe and your homework’s finished. tis all that matters.
LOL.
In bed now. Should be doing something important but as I’ve previously stated it takes two. May as well cuddle something else tonight. This teddy bear? Ha. It should say something more like “Somebody at Dalhousie forgot me.”
Well. I guess that’s it then.
3 Years are just gone… they’re gone. and you know what, maybe it WAS my fault. Maybe i DID End it verbally. But I didnt end it in any other way. You did. I am so sick of being hurt by you, I am so sick of always asking questions, I am so SICK Of not KNOWING anything. I can’t wait anymore for things to be fixed. and you don’t even understand. You think it’s ridiculous,senseless, and outrageous. well I’m sorry that you feel that way. I don’t mind looking like the crazy ex-girlfriend who cracked up one too many times. But what I said is the truth. Maybe while you were in my presence I molded you into something you’re not. Maybe you’re feeling you’re missing something. But I feel we’re totally different people now, expecting totally different things. I have never felt more helpless in my life, which may have explained my recent bossyness. But you just can’t seem to understand the fact that i’m going insane that you’re gone, i’m lonely, i’m jealous that you have all these opportunities, all these friends, all these women you can look at when i’m not there. It’s been almost 3 months, and I’ve had probably 100 breakdowns to your 1 over missing you. And the fact that we just broke up, and you’re at someone elses house not texting me or messaging me just shows how much you really care.
I’m always going to love you. You were my first everything. You were the only person I could talk to, relate to, be myself around. But now I dont feel like i can relate to anything. I broke down and told you I couldn’t do this anymore, and you just…go out with your friends. you dont text me. you dont message me. It just..shows me how much you want this. This was only going to work if both sides put work into it. but i’ve given all that I can give. I don’t know waht else I can do.
I suppose it is true that you forget tons of people when you move away. I just wish you never forgotten me.
I love you, so much, wherever you went.
Let me know when you come back to our small little spot by grassy island under the stars, cause i’m there waiting. Forever. <3
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